ive come to the conclusion that ive made the right decision when it comes to being a doctor.
this summer im working a regular 9-5 type job...no offense to anyone...but this shit sucks. i spend my day creating spreadsheets, making phone calls, and filing papers. it amazes me that people can do this for years and years.
dont get me wrong. i totally respect the hustle..people work hard to feed, clothe, and house their families. but it aint for everybody.
if im not spending my day doing something that i love then it sorta feels like a waste of time. i literally wake up on monday like "ok....its almost friday." thats horrible lol.
i live for sundays though. i get some personal interaction with the patients in the nursing home. i love those guys. i really do feel like im brightening up their day. (smile).
THAT is what i want to do with my life. i want to make someones day just a little bit better, and make someones life a tad bit easier. i wouldnt mind working like a slave if i was doing something i love everyday.
sigh...doctor jazmyn to the rescue. im here to save the world =]