"You've Changed."

"You've changed."

i cant even COUNT how many times ive heard these words since ive crossed.

ive BEEN me. seriously...i may not fuck with you anymore...but that is not a result of me becoming an AKA. the people who have been following my blog from the very beginning know that ive been over the bullshit for a while.

ive been over the fake friends, the drama, the heart ache..and now that you've realized that i honestly dont care anymore..you think ive changed lol.

thats a problem.

not everything is about you. everyone (including myself) needs to keep that in mind when dealing with other people. youll drive yourself crazy trying to please the world.

it took me a while..but im glad that im living for myself now.

maybe i have changed....but id say its for the best.

im not acting brand new,im not arrogant,uppity,etc.. i still love the people who matter with my entire heart. but there is no room for negativity over here.

im finally embracing who ive been all along..and you should too.

..even if that means that you are now a part of my past.

everything that has happened throughout my life..all of the people [good and bad] that ive encountered have helped me grow into the person i am today.

and i thank you for that.

maybe i have changed...so what??

This has been a long time coming.

Someone to Call My Own

i think id like to be in a relationship.

"i like the whole im single, have fun, do what i want thing...but i love the whole im taken, he loves me, im his girl thing."

im not rushing anything tho. when i find the one ill know it..and it will happen on its own. but i cant wait till it does. whoever is granted the opportunity to be my hunny will probably be spoiled rotten lol.

im 20 yrs old. biologically..this is the time our bodies are searching for mates and life partners.

i dont have time for games.

if you cant see your self with me in the long run, we can be friends..but thats about it. dont waste my time.

the next time i fall in love...it will be a forever love. i promise you.