"Never ignore a person who loves you and cares for you. One day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars."

**ironic that i came across this quote today.

i hate being ignored...especially by you.

why arent you man enough to face me? to handle things like an adult? after all that weve been through?

i dont get it at all.

Consistently Inconsistent.

inconsistency kills me.

but at least youre consistently inconsistent right?

sometimes you act so in love....like im the only one that matters. like you know its meant to be.

and other times...yea.

i dont get it...im so confused. i learned a long time ago not to blame myself for your mood swings. but it still hurts. why dont you feel like you can be honest with me?? that you can tell me whats on your mind?

what changes in a matter of seconds?

sorry...i felt the need to continue my rant.

JUST when i was starting to think that maybe there was a glimmer of hope for us somewhere in the future..SMH

everytime i get a little bit of faith in you (in us), you do something that takes me back to square one.

i just need to realize that once trust is gone in a relationship, there is no bouncing back from that.

The Scenario.

scenario::

i ask you about your relationship with a female while were together. you deny that youre friends saying "i havent talked to her in years." its less than a month after we "break up" and all of a sudden you guys are buddy buddy.

maybe im trippin.....but i doubt your relationship with her blossomed over the course of 2 weeks. in order for that to happen you guys had to have been contacting one another for quite some time...which means that you lied.

..which means that i cant trust you.

..which means we are really over.

closure finally?