Letting Go...?

Is there a difference between letting things go and being fake?

If you let something go without truly resolving the issue at hand.....are you really over it? Or is it in the back of your mind, weighing heavy on your heart while you smile like everything is alright?

I wish I had the answers to these questions.

Im not the type to hold on to bad feelings. Im always the one encouraging everyone to make up and get along...but this time...this time is different.

Im hurt. I've seen sides of people close to me that I never fathomed existed.

And now...now everyone is acting like things are back to normal.

Am I a bitch for thinking that they will never be normal again?

Am I horrible for not wanting them to be after the things I've seen?

Consistently Inconsistent.

inconsistency kills me.

but at least youre consistently inconsistent right?

sometimes you act so in love....like im the only one that matters. like you know its meant to be.

and other times...yea.

i dont get it...im so confused. i learned a long time ago not to blame myself for your mood swings. but it still hurts. why dont you feel like you can be honest with me?? that you can tell me whats on your mind?

what changes in a matter of seconds?