me

im just an old fashioned girl with modern day ambitions.

28.12.10

Life Lessons

Sometimes you learn life lessons in the most unexpected ways.

Let me start by sharing that i am somewhat of a performer. I have about 11 years of tap, jazz, ballet, and african dance lessons under my belt. As well as 4 years of cheerleading and about 6 years of stepping. I basically grew up on the stage lol.

During all of the sweat, blood, tears, and COUNTLESS hours of practice, i had no clue that i was learning so much more than how to throw the perfect basket toss or how to master a crisp, clear time step.

it wasnt until recently that i realized i had been learning little lessons that will stay with me for life.

1) If you dont perform at your best each and every time you practice...you WILL lose your spot. Performing taught me that there is always someone ready, willing, and capable of taking your spot. Nothing in life is guaranteed to anyone.

2) Hard work beats talent when talent doesnt work hard enough. In life, there will always be someone who is better than you. At least thats the case 9 times out of 10. The only way to set yourself apart from the rest is to exhibit your drive and determination. How badly do you really want this? Work hard enough and you will find yourself front row center!!
****dont forget life lesson number one though! no position is permanent!

3) Hold your head up high. Whenever she caught someone dancing with their eyes to the floor my dance instructor would say, 'Are you dirt???' (No Ms. Vanessa) 'Then why are you associating yourself with dirt??? Thats what's on the floor right???' Not making eye contact with people is a sign of insecurity, a sign of weakness. Even if you are doubting yourself, SMILE. Be animated, stand tall. I bet you no one (but you lol) will notice your butterflies.

4) You dont always get what you deserve. Sometimes you will fail regardless of how much effort you put into a task. And thats ok. Failure is what gives one the strength to master life lessons 1-3. Life isnt fair and you shouldnt expect it to be.

Who knew that performing would have such a lasting impact on my life?? hmm.

24.12.10





"On New Years Eve, I want you to kiss me at 11:59 & not finish that kiss until 12:01. I'd have a perfect ending and a perfect beginning."






what a perfect thought!

23.12.10

Ambitious Girl.

"...Ambitious Girl...

I'm in love with your business
and your productivity is the reason I interest, ambitious girl
see, I like the person that you are,
but I'm in love with the person that you have potential to be..."
-Wale


Happy.



im happy.

even when things arent going my way...im happy. thats saying alot for me. im so proud of myself for regaining my self control. things havent turned out the way they did in the past....but im ok with that. im young...and i have total and complete faith that what is meant to be will be.

i do believe that things will work out a certain way...i feel it in my heart. but if they dont...i will be ok. i know that you cant always be with your soulmate (although it is ideal). and i know that my love for him will never change (its unconditional).

i am head over heels in love with MYSELF and thats the most important thing.

...i know i will always be there for me.

its a wonderful feeling really. i feel like ive finally found myself...like ive finally grown into the miraculous woman i was destined to be.

sweet.

Just a Thought.

i dont take shit from anybody.

seriously its nothing for me to cut someone off.

but with you??.....

yea somethings never change lol

8.12.10

The Art of Self Control.

i need to work on exercising self control. its hard for me...im a taurus...it goes against everything we stand for! i cant help but be persistent. im determined to get what i want. smh.

i mastered the art of self control once...or at least i thought i did. i remained passive in certain instances even though i was dying to actively achieve my goal. i held my tongue and timed each move out perfectly. i made a plan and stuck to it. it worked...until i began receiving the positive results id been longing for.

that positive feedback destroyed all of my progress. i got so wrapped up in the feeling of accomplishment that i failed to see my plan all the way through. and now im back at square one.

what drives me is the knowledge that not all hope is lost. that i can and WILL achieve my goal one day...sooner than later depending on how well i go about everything.

ive grown so much the past few years. but this remains my handicap. i have too much drive, too much passion...it becomes overbearing due to my lack of control.

i guess its never too late to start all over...right?

Our Aura.

up late...yearning to have a heart to heart with you.
i dont even know what i would say.
but just the opportunity to hear your voice
would put my mind at ease.
we could even sit on the phone in silence.
the knowledge that youre there on the other end,
patiently waiting for me
would make my night.

why are things so different?
why so many off days??
they are all so easy to forget once i get ahold of your smile...
your kiss, your touch, your aura.

your aura...
do you realize how beautiful it is?
i glow when im in its presence.
it rubs off on me.
it is illuminated through my smile...
my kiss, my touch, MY aura.

our aura.
so powerful and enduring.
beautiful beyond measure...
everlasting.
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