Fury.

i am so totally and completely jealous of you...its ridiculous.

honestly. i dont understand why you didnt want me to be happy. you ruined our happiness. all for your own gain.

you were selfish.

but when the oppurtunity came for you to be happy...you snatched it up. you prevented me from having what you finally found.

my mother told me never to say i hate someone [she says its too strong of a word]...but i really really really fucking dislike you.

YES.

i blame YOU for EVERYTHING.

you selfish bastard.

this has been heavy on my heart for so long...and i cant hold it in any longer.

you were supposed to be his friend.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i blame you for being so selfish. and i blame you for being such a follower.

day flippin 21.

Hate is a Strong Word But..

someone said something indirectly pertaining to you...and i digressed about 14 days.

i hate myself for being so damn passionate. for having this drive. for wanting to fight for what i know in my heart is right.

i hate that im driven by the possibility of perfection.

i hate it.

day twenty.