Random Outburst.

im selfish.

just because i dont want you at the moment does NOT mean you can go do whatever you want...you are MINE. ::angry face::

::screams::

AHHHHHHHHH.

yes im a selfish hypocrite smh.

"...i want you to know

this was an experiment

to see how selfish i could be

if i would really carry on to snare a possible lover

if i was capable of debasing my self for the love of another

if i could stand not being wanted

when i wanted to be wanted

& i cannot

so

with no further assistance & no guidance from you

i am ending this affair..."

-For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide/ When the Rainbow is Enuf

Too many chiefs, not enough Indians.

Too many chiefs, not enough Indians.

The past few weeks have been so stressful. Its so frustrating being involved with a project and not having the final say in how things are done.

LOL call me selfish...whatever. I like things done properly and efficiently.

Sitting around for hours while a hundred people try to dictate to one another....UGH!! I dont know about everyone else....but I dont have time to waste.

Im interested to see how all of this will turn out.

hmm..