Im Learning.

sometimes it gets hard.

when things in my life get difficult, i look for those encouraging words. i look for someone to guide me. to tell me everythings going to be okay. to offer their advice, even if its not what i want to hear.

sometimes...i look for someone who will simply hold me when i cry. who will let me get it all out. who will listen patiently. who will make things better in the end.

im not used to being all that for myself. im not used to being my own backbone...to wiping my own tears.

but im learning.

im learning that not everyone i encounter in my lifetime will possess these qualities...no matter how badly i want them to.

im learning what it means to be my own bestfriend.

im learning to be independent.

and its hard.

so hard.

day 27.